Thursday, October 23

is this nostalgia? or paranoia?.. *sigh*

hay naku...


have you ever had the feeling that you just want to cry for almost no particular reason at all?... and there is no shoulder that you can lean on... nobody to cry with...

i dont know... but right now i really feel like crying...

ive been having this feeling since yesterday... while inside the recruitment center of this company w8ing for my turn, i just felt like i am so alone... there was a lot of people passing by because i was waiting outside it was just near the mrt station... while waiting i felt like my tears are going to fall and my heart is aching...

i dont really understand myself...

and i miss all my friends from PeopleSupport... i can see ourselves with all those newbies comparing their schedules... we were also excited like them... when we had our job offer, we were so excited who will be going together in the same account...

i miss them.. i miss the building... i miss everything... it just feels like it will be different after that... where will i be? who will be my friend by then?... will i find another close friend and be attached again?.. i dont want it to happen anymore...

slept really late last night or was that early in the morning? i dont really know.. it feels like i cant breathe.. there goes my loud sighs again...

somehow... i wish to go back to college... where all that matters is my grades... and even though we had those sleepless nights, we were still having fun...

and if i could turn back time... i would correct all the mistakes ive done... oh well, like what they always say.. we learn from our mistakes...

oh my gosh.... my tears are starting to fall...


i think i just have this mild case of nostalgia or is this paranoia?

neweiz, ill be attending prayer and worship night in Victory tonight... i guess ill just have to pour all this tears in front of God...

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