Wednesday, August 26

transfered to a new account

im now in training for a new account, and i dont really feel like it.. im feeling a little stupid for taking the offer..its like ," what was i thinking?"....

i dont know, maybe i just fell to the idea that being in a pioneer batch means greater chance of promotion... waaaaaaaaahhhh..

i was really in doubt but i still said YES.. well, they didnt really gave is time... but if 5 minutes is still time, then maybe technically they did... hahaizzzzzz..

i transfered from a technical account to a sales account..

in the first place, i didnt made those sales i had... it just so happened that member calls in knowing the offer and ordered it.. technically i didnt make any upsell.. whew...

and now, here i am, undergoing this short training for my new account....

i have been thinking about it and it has really bothered me... being a technical support has been my passion... i have loved uverse.. my stats has been doing great... and now im transfering to connectech...

i have been trying to convince my team leader and my previous team leader to take me back.. take me back to uverse... waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...

i dont know.... i guess ill just have to do my best in my new account and apply for another position... or probably, transfer to another technical account... and im thinking windows seven...

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.. worst thing is they are going to take away our access to our instant messenger, no notepad and its a paperless account... waaaaahhhh

i didnt do good in my previous account in HRB... i  just hope it wont be the same this time coz i really hate paperless account.. its boooooorrriiiiiiiiiinnggggggg... tsktsktsktsktsk

anyway, im thankfull, my last call with uverse was an escalation call.. i took the escalation call my teamate had... at least, ive experienced it... still an achievement and before i left uverse i had a good PDP... :)
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Saturday, August 15

screwed up?

"eversince u stepped manila grounds your life started to screw up big time" - this is just a quote of what a friend of mine told me...

true... i guess my life has started to screw up... it felt like im a different person... my friend even suggested of me going back to our hometown for a while so i can be me again... for me to recover... to get my life back... sweet and serene...
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Wednesday, July 22

sun cell's false advertising

hay naku... ive been in sun cellular shop just this afternoon to follow up with my post paid application... shocks.. it was denied... and for sure it was denied because i dont have a credit card..


HOW IMPORTANT IS A CREDIT CARD?!


i guess i should apply for a credit card... i waited for the result of my applicatiojn for almost a month.. and then it was denied... whatever happened to the three day processing Sun cellular promised?... i submitted all the requirement that was written in there form and one of there representative said  that everything should be ok since my requirements are complete and then after 3 days they would ask for additional requirement.. and then ask for another... i wouldnt be that disappointed if they put everything they require in there advertisement or in the form and didnt promise for 3-day process...


what i call it?.. false advertising..


i really wanted sun cellular so i can just call my parents in the province... but since this is what happened i wish i never wasted my time applying for post paid plan in sun cellular and went for globe... Globe has a promo for our company... tsktsktsk

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Tuesday, July 7

same thing

shit!... why does this have to happen... everytime i feel like everything is ok.... i would discover something bad.... really bad...something that would break my heart...

then, id stare blankly in the corner, wishing i never fell...

my body would be so tired but my eyes just wont droop down...

then, id move on... give myself reason to understand the situation...

so stupid of me...

then same thing will happen...

same... still the same... same thing like you'd feel like your watching from a broken dvd... or listening from a broken cd...

i wish there is a cure to my insanity... drugs or any herbal medicine will do...

i pray and pray and pray that God will take me out from this world of insanity....
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Tuesday, June 23

play like a real player

i keep playing love and i keep losing it...

i took the risk... promised never to fall... but then i fell... i dont know what he did but yeah i got attached to him and i guess i fell...

it was ok... but then everything went blurry... i felt like im alone...

i was so ready for a break up... i was ready to leave... then we talked... he told me what is really happening... i feel for him... everything went ok for both of us... and then suddenly it  was broken again... i dontknow what happened but i guess this is finally over... i dont want to leave him... i want to help him... but he doesnt want me.. either its just his defense mechanism or he really doesnt want it back, i dont care.. all i know is its over...

i still cant imagine myself with somebody else... and all i realized today is that love is just a game,  so if you wanna play, play like a real player...
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Saturday, April 25

take me anywhere

i wish, one of these days i would fall into a really deep sleep... where i could forget all my worries and heartaches.. dreams will be nothing but happiness and bliss... go to fairyland and enjoy its beuty... at least even just in my dreams i am happy..

yeah, i do a lot of stupid things.. make a lot of stupid decisions.. took risk and then failed.. then again never learn.. wow... that's really stupid, isnt it?..

i feel like im so alone... alone in this cruel world... people just keeps breaking me.. and what's ironic is i feel hopeless but im hoping.. someday i will be whole again...

i am hoping someday somebody could take me out of this world...
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Monday, March 9

alone again

here i am again in my room all alone
summer sun is burning but i am feeling cold
there you are again, haunting my mind
i hope soon i will be ok, as i was told

loud music is playing but it is still silent
in the quietness you voice is breaking
i need something that could doze me off
in the corner of my room blankly i am staring

promises were made but was never realized
lies that you told had me flattered
you swore forever but everything just end
now i am left alone and shattered

i ahve accepted the fact that you are gone
but why is it that tears still keep on falling
i am still missing you, am i insane?
probably this is the result of bitter ending

i had lots of questions in my mind
but neither one of them was answered
things seemed to be perfectly fine
i was blind the day you were uncovered

there is no forever and things just change
here i am again, lost and feeling cold
my heart has been broken to peices
yet i know soon i will be ok as i was told

[caption id="attachment_548" align="alignnone" width="224" caption="there you are again, bugging my mind"]there you are again, bugging my mind[/caption]
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Saturday, March 7

25 random things

I just got this game from facebook.. i just feel like continuing the game here in fs.. or at least, i just want to add something in my blog.. lol


neweiz, maybe i could tag some people here in fs too... and hope these people wont be a little KJ.. lol



if i could tag people in FS then it would be Fergie, Mariam, Daddy Chitto, Mommy Lirah, Jenny, Naji, Genevie-an, Analuo V., Roxanne, Kitty, Cherylyn T, Ehking, and all the people who do friendster blog here... lol... sorry, i dont know a lot of my fs friends blogging here in friendster.. :)


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Laddie tagged me and so did Cheng.. and i find it exciting... weeeeeeiiii...



so here is my part...

Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.


1. Im suffering from a mild insomnia. I find it hard to sleep (most of the time) that sometimes I would exhaust my self to get me to sleep, other times I take stresstabs (they say it lulls you to sleep because of the iron). Sometimes taking sleeping pill would cross my mind but I never tried it.

2. I am also suffering from mild astraphobia. Thunders and lightnings make my heart beats fast. It frightens me. I hate the heavy rain, especially when im alone in a room and I cant hear anything but the sound of the petter pattering of the rain in the rooftop. It will drive me nuts.

3. Im registered to a lot of social networking sites. You name it, I got it. Lol. Yet, I only update few. And I met lots of people and new friends and even celebrities because of it. Im also a forummer, but as of this time I seldom visit those forums because im busy.. lol

4. Im into writing. Writing is one of my instant picker upper. That is the reason why I got a lot of blogsites. My friends, back in college have been telling me to major in journalism but I didn’t.

5. And because I am into computer, I always get the technical position whenever we have group activities in college. I was the layout artist in journalism, I get to edit our recordings and arrange them in our broadcasting projects. I get to edit videos in our computer applications in DC class. And because im not afraid to explore PC applications and all, they come to me when they have problems. This is also the reason my friends suggested that I should major in Education Communication Technology.

6. I was in the middle of confusion then, and I ended up taking Community Broadcasting. But now, everytime I think of getting a job in the media I want to be behind the camera, in the technical room. Do the editing and stuff like that.. whew.

7. Most of the time, people think im snob and all but im not. They will realize that later. People in my first company think im the sweet-innocent-girly girl, but im not or at least sometimes. Lol. People in my current company think I’m the sweet-jolly-not-so-innocent-kind girl. Oh well, just don’t get into my nerves. A colleague realized that when I get back to customers that gets into my nerves. bwahahahaha.
8. a colleague asked me if I was a model. Another asked me if I did modeling. Another suggested that I should try. Oh well, to be honest that was one of my frustration. Actually that was my dream profession when I was young. Its because I was tall and my family has been telling I should be a model when I grow up. My brother even suggested that I apply modeling in Australia (her wife has a friend there).. waaaahhh.. are you kidding me?!... 9. I got a lot of frustrations. I was a frustrated writer. I wanted to be part of the staff writers of our school paper in high school but I never had the guts, I ended up being in a lousy English club. I even considered being part of the staff of our paper in college. Whew. I was also a frustrated volleyball player but I was never trained. I want to learn billiards, lawn tennis, swimming and all but I didn’t have the chance. I want to learn the guitar, but I ditched guitar class back in high school. Lol.

10. I get commendation from friends, instructors and trainers about the way I speak English. Some asked me were I got my accent. I guess its from watching TV.. lol

11. You may not noticed it but I have a lazy eye. I guess that’s the reason why some of my friends think I look like Toni Gonzaga and Maricar de Mesa. Hahaha. I also had a friend who find my eyes cute. He thinks Im kirat. My left eye is smaller than my right.

12. Most of the people I know thinks I look like Jopay Paguia. But my sister’s colleagues and some of mine thinks I look like Precious Lara Quigaman. Whew, that’s bunch of celebrities. Hei, what about Hollywood actress look-a-like?


13. Shopping can also be my instant picker upper. When I am alone and bothered about anything, I go to any mall (Robinsons Galleria is the nearest), I buy anything that could just satisfy me. When I don’t have money, I just go window shopping, go home when I’m already exhausted. I also love shopping alone.

14. Internet is another instant picker upper. I forget my problems when I am online. That is the reason why I got lots of networking sites and forums.


15. I had my water baptism when I was 20. I have been a Christian since birth but I was like a mere church goer by then. I wanted to take my water baptism when I was still in elementary but for some reason I wasn’t able to. Guess I wasn’t ready. Before I had my water baptism I committed back to the Lord, I understood much better what water baptism is about.

16. I don’t know, but I feel unlucky when it comes to love life. I got broken, yet I know someday I will be whole again. Now, somehow, I don’t wanna fall unless its for the man who asked me from God. That’s what I am praying now, to control my emotions and keep my foolish heart from falling.

17. If I get married, I want it to be with a man that I really know. I want a long relationship or long engagement. Im afraid of ending up with the wrong man. I want a man who asked me from God.

18. Im sentimental. I keep memorabilia if I can. I take lots of pictures. My camera is my bestfriend. My pc’s memory is full of pictures. I don’t wanna miss any event. I take pictures and I take videos. And if I feel like giving, I give my friends something that will remind them of me and us. Sometimes I write letters to them. And I prefer giving personalized cards than any other. ;)


19. I’m a self confessed environmentalist. Even when I was in elementary my dream was to become rich and help the poor and help the environment. I even encouraged my peers to create Save-the-Earth posters. We made posters or flyers out bond papers and crayons. I even posted it outside our house. Whew. I feel sad if see denuded forest, dirty rivers and garbage in the sea. Its like I want to clean them all… waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

20. I cant go out without my lip balm. My lips dries easily. I got 3 lip balms at the moment, Chapstick, Nivea and Godiva. Im using my Godiva now. Also, I cant go out without my face powder although my skin isn’t really oily. Also I always have my eyeliner. Yet, take away everything in my kikay kit. Not just my lip balm. Okiez?

21. I got an obsession with headbands. Lol. My sis had to ask me when would I move on from headbands. If you only saw my collection of headbands when I was still a kid. You will be amazed. I don’t ask for toys or at least I seldom ask for toys, I would asked for headbands, hair clips or hair scrunchies. Sometimes I don’t really use it or I use it just once.. waaaaahhhh

22. I used to have lots of accessories and I used to style my hair a lot. I would even mixed and matched my outfit. When I was in College I didn’t realized that the dorm boys call me anime until a friend told me so.

23. I find it hard buying jeans and formal blouses that I usually end up buying skirts and dress and shirts that would just match with jeans. Now, I need to buy more jeans and longer skirts and formal blouses so the guard wont give me infraction again… waaaahhhhhh

24. I love the ocean, I love the sea, I love the river, I love the waters yet I don’t know how to swim. I even want my wedding to be near the waters especially near a river. And I swore to myself that ill wear bikini before I die.. lol

25. My life verse is Proverbs 3:5-6, trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not in your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path. And my Prayer verse is Psalms 51:10, Create in me a clean heart, O God and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
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Saturday, February 21

missing, not

yesterday, a friend asked me if it is possible that you'll miss somebody but you dont wanna be with them... and i said

YES!...


yeah, i beleive it is possible... i feel that sometimes... i miss a person that i wish to see him, that we will be together.. but somehow im happy that we are not coz i know it will only break my heart more... i know i will only be happy or little while...

waaaahhhhhhh... it sucks i the feeling isnt mutual...

hahayzzzz... anong kadramahan na naman to?... toinkzz...
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Tuesday, February 17

heineken outing

teka lang.. teka lang... magbblog muna ako.. ahihi..

ang saya nung outing nung 15... i never thought magkakaroon ng ganung outing yung heineken.. busy kasi eh tas iba2 na sched..
buti na lang nagkaroon din.. kahit din plantsado ung plano at kahit d kagandahan ang resort (hahahaha), masaya naman ang mga lokohan...

[caption id="attachment_535" align="alignnone" width="150" caption="team heineken"]team heineken[/caption]

kung kelan iba2 na team namin dun pa narealize magteam building.. waaaaahhhh..

at least before malipat kami sa AT&T, nagkaroon pa rin ng masayang outing...

SANA MAULIT MULI... kanta ata to ah.. hahahaha..

[caption id="attachment_534" align="alignnone" width="150" caption="taga pindot ng numero haha"]taga pindot ng numero haha[/caption]

yeah, i got drunk.. pero natulog lang naman ako eh... toinkzzzz... but d ko alam at d ko maalala ginawa ko before ako matulog.. kala ko joke lang sabi nila na may sinasabi akotungkol sa uod.... eh sabi din kasi ni aicy eh.. totoo bah talaga un?... as in super.. im trying to remember pa..

neweiz, at&t na kami... ewan ko lang.. ang hirap at medyo boring ung lecture.. 2nd day pa lang naman ng COL training... dami kelangan imemorize... hay naku...

nakakamiz din pala c KOMBEA (protocall).. hahaha... nakakamis ang floor ng hrb... nakakamis ang tumakbotakbo dun.. at nakakamis mag aux ng kung ano2 lang.. hahaha..

sana kumpleto powerpuff sa AT&T para matalo naman namin c mojo jojo.. hahahaha...

[caption id="attachment_533" align="alignnone" width="150" caption="powerpuff with mojo jojo"]powerpuff with mojo jojo[/caption]

hoi! original Heineken, magparamdam pa rin kau hah?!.. weeeeeiiiii...

MISS YOU GUYS!

[caption id="attachment_538" align="alignnone" width="150" caption="kaya nyo yan?... haha"]kaya nyo yan?... haha[/caption]
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Thursday, January 22

new year's resolution

oh well, i dont have anything to do again.. i might as well just update my blog...

neweiz, i have been planning on posting my new year's resolution here but i keep forgetting it... but it has been in my phone...

so yeah, here is what i wrote or should i just say i input in my phone toplay safe.. lol

> save money (i want to go home to leyte.. i need my chinabank acount number so i can deposit some of my money there and let it stay there)

> focus on work - avoid OB, improve AHT, get good CSats..

> Stop being too emotional (and im getting there.. hahaha... im becoming the old me.. lol)

> start kicking ass ( well, just dont let anybody pull me down.. )

> Prioritize God - attend small group always, never miss ushering, attend other church activity

> get lots of rest

> be n shape

> start scrapbooking (i have been planning to start my scrapbook, but dont have time and i keep missing my materials)

> learn to play the gutiar

> read some good books

wow, this list isnt really just my new year's resolution but also these are the things i am looking forward to this year...

watever.. lol

neweiz, my prayer for the year or not just for the year but for my entire life is

Create in me a clean heart o God,and renew a steadfast spirit within me... Psalms 51:10

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Friday, January 2

happy new year

wow... time does fly...

its 2009... and its like i havent even really noticed it...

its seems like it was just yesterday when i spent days with my college friends (mga best).. its like it was yesterday when i wore my toga and marched on stage to get my diploma... and now im totally in a different world...

well, 2008 was uhmmm... uhhmmm... uhmmm...

oh well, no words can describe 2008...

wait, let me go back to some of the highlights of MY 2008...

> i got the chance to present my thesis in the Phi Delta the Honor Society of Science Search for Outstanding thesis

> graduated as a BS in Development Communication major in Community Broadcasting

> lived in a totally different world

> found  a new church

> joined a small group

> got a church ministry

> got a job and met new friends...

> fell in love with the wrong guy and got broken...

> i was stupid

> lost d job and got another same job but in another company

> betrayed by friends

> i became a different person... became emotional

> learned a lot of things...

yeahh.. after the graduation, i welcomed my self to the real harsh world... and wow, i didnt imagine it could really be this HARSH!...

i wish 2009 would be good or maybe better...

neweiz, i really want to make a new year's resolution and first thing will be i wont be that nice anymore so i wont be abused... now, i am missing the old me...

and oh, one thing i learned from my job?.. its survival of the fittest... people are hypocrites in their own way... people will use you for their own benefit...

so the sweet, lenient and kind me, will now be a bitch... waaaaaaaahhhhhh... this time, im gonna kick some ass... lol

oh, well, im still grateful of 2008... and i am now welcoming myself to 2009...

hoping this year will be different...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!...

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