Friday, February 1

I'm Still Trying to Move On

Life hasn't really been good to me lately. I feel like a total mess. My dreams are broken, my life shattered and my emotions are stirred. Sometimes I cant sleep. I had to take sleeping supplement to experience a good night sleep. I'm breaking down. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep. I cant eat, sometimes I cant breathe. I feel like Im going crazy. I try to go out with friends almost everyday to keep me away from insanity but when I get home, when I'm alone, I start breaking down again. I can't concentrate and I easily get annoyed. I hate this feeling.

I want to move away from here and get a new job. I wanted a career, working at home or online no longer works for me. But life's circumstances are keeping me to stay here. This is honestly making my situation worst. I dont want this anymore.

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and correct all those mistakes and stupid decisions i have made. Then, maybe i wont be in this situation right now. Maybe I wont be hurting, maybe i wont be broken. I have a lot of regrets in my life but there is nothing I can do about the past. What's done is done. I know I just have to let go and move on. I hope it's that easy. :(

I'm still trying to move on...

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